This has been a really crappy month. Around June 30th my period started, 13 days late. I was nervous as heck. I even got a box of 3 pregnancy tests for the price of 1. Of course, they were ALL negative. I was never so relieved, but i was never so disappointed. I guess in some way i was hoping for a positive result. Deep down I have wanted another child for a long time, but now that the boys are at the age they are now, there is too much of an age gap for another now.
Anyway, I started my period, thankfully but it lasted two weeks. Two miserable weeks. I got worried. I have never missed my period for that long, except when i was pregnant, and i have never had one for two weeks. I made a doctor's appointment.
Then, on the Monday I was to have lunch with my good friends, our 15yr old dog Lizzie pasted away. I was going to take her in and discuss our options with the Vet that Wednesday. I held her in my arms til she took her last breath. The worst part, all I could think about was how upset the boys were. Especially, knucklehead! My very sensitive boy took it so hard. It took everything in my power to help him through it.
We did leave to go to the mountains of VA to see family and had a great time. Food, laughs, and togetherness.
Monday morning, I started my period again. So, when i went to the doctor on Tuesday, i was cramping so bad that i was doubling over and the doctor was wanting to give me painkillers for relief, but i said "NO". I chose to stay with Aleve. She schedule an ultrasound to see if I have Fibroids in my uterus and if so, I will have to see a OB/GYN for further help. Now, since I was told about the ultrasound, I have been so nervous and scared as heck. I am scared of what they might find. I am scared I will need a hysterectomy. I can't be laid up from surgery. I have two teenagers and a house to care for. I don't need this right now..
